How Does He Love Me?

To seek His kingdom is to seek higher ways, and to seek higher ways is to seek Him! Who is He?  How does He love me?  Since love is who He is (as opposed to what He does) His love for me remains total, absolute, and unqualified.  He loves me just as I am without any coercion towards change. If I never improve, progress, or bear fruit, He still loves me and accepts me as His own. Still, it is natural to bear fruit.  Progress is, by definition, a normal aspect of growth. Humanity was formed from dust, but God also breathed His life into us.  On one-hand we are tied to the earth, on the other we have a God-breathed quest to reach for our heavenly origins. God breathed life into mankind and made us the guardians of creation.  Humanity's fall affected creation on every level, but God had a plan for redemption before the foundation of the world (Revelation 13:8). Christ in us was always our hope of glory. When God looks at us He sees a new creation in Christ. He sees His own righteousness, not religion's self-righteous imposter. His vested righteousness in us is the reason we are freely loved and accepted.  In Christ, nothing can separate us from His love. Christian maturity is usually acknowledged when His righteousness in us makes its way to the outer world in which we live.  We find approval through the manifestation of His higher ways.  Even though we are still loved, we are likely unsatisfied without tangible evidence of His life in us. His divine breath imparted an upward call and it is now our natural desire. 1 Corinthians 15:41-51 says that the first man Adam was made a living soul, the last Adam was made a quickening spirit.  It talks about an earthy natural body, and a spiritual body.  One is sown in corruption and weakness, the other is raised in incorruption and power.  As we have all borne the image of the earthy, we shall also bear the image of the heavenly.  Flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God; the spiritual inherits the spiritual. Flesh and blood returns to the dust of the earth, for it is earthy.  Our spirit, quickened by His Spirit, is raised in the resurrection of the dead. We have the assurance that we are changed, are being changed, and will be eternally changed. In the here and now, accepting ourselves just as we are is an important step of faith that affirms our belief that we are loved, not because of what we've done, but because of what He's done. It is the key to believing we are loved no matter what.  Knowing that we are loved no matter what relaxes us so that we can receive the grace that will conform us to godliness.  Change has already occurred in spirit; heaven is already within us; we are already living in eternal life. We often make anxious, even violent efforts to get free from certain behaviors because we are, inadvertently, trying to redeem flesh and blood - that which will only return to dust. We try to make ourselves bear the…

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Our Entire Human Experience

My clumsy mistakes in life are redeemed by love. Learning to love my entire human experience is helping me develop gratefulness for how intricately I am made. A healthy view of myself is building a self-respect that protects me from the opinions, prejudices, and false notions of how life should look.  The indwelling life of Christ is my hope for realizing dignity, hope, and attainable goals for my life. He is the key to focusing on that which is eternal instead of that which is temporal, and for acting in accordance with who I really (already) am. If I am already where I want to be - raised up and seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Ephesians 2:6) - then I don't have to try to get there. This ends the struggle of trying to fix mistakes or the fear of feeling the need to reverse the damages.  From God's vantage point, everything in my life has produced results. It took it all to get me here. Yes,  erroneous beliefs form imbalances but even the imbalances have taught me well. I can embrace it as the mentor it has been. Through it I have found my undeniable need for an awareness of His active presence; I have been leveled as I came face to face with my own humanity.  Through it I have understood the struggle of others; I have been humbled.  It has been my journey toward accepting who I am, who I am not, what I want, and what I don't want. A cycle of failure led me to greater faith.  It led me to a determination to view myself in union with His life, and to an absolute trust in His ability to work all things out for the good...His indwelling presence has always led me to peace. Fighting addictive behavior (as though it were my enemy) only strengthened addictive behavior. To comprehend this principle frees me to love my enemy as that which has led me to faith. Here's the paradox: It is the fight that kept me from the truth and it is the fight that led me to the truth. In the end, it is love that won the war. My Lord continues to carve the private spaces within me where He and I can discuss the freedom for which Christ has set me free. In this space I remember all that I know. It is in this secret chamber that I am stilled so that I can know that He is God. It is here that I catch glimpses of new ways of living, moving, and being. For a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith--of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire--may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed. Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him…

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Active Faith

Life (as a journey) has a sweet way of validating the truth that God doesn't lie and His ways are always higher.  I am grateful for Christ as my unhindered, unafraid, loving access to the Father. Our lives have joined; we have a shared aim - His ways in me are slowly shaping my own way of living. Today I see grace and its direct link to faith.  I am to live by faith.  Living apart from faith is only a semblance of living; it has an appearance of authenticity but is banefully misleading.  Just going through the motions of life is not the abundant life I have been promised.  Faith, working through love, is everything.  Faith is the undercurrent of peace that allows me to take action.  Faith is the formal side of my personal trust in the Father.  Faith is the foundation of rest in times of tumult.  Faith authors each choice.  Faith activates grace...and faith only works through love. It is this activation of grace that is clearer today than yesterday.  On the outside, one action can look identical to another action. On the inside, the landscape can be far different!  When the Lord shifts my focus, alters my perception, and clears my path, then I will find myself walking the same path I previously walked but it will seem completely different.  I will find myself walking in a faith that is directly linked with grace.  Until faith sparks freedom from fear, I am unable to hold onto the grace that ignites forward motion.   With faith comes grace and the two (mixed together) change my results. What's the difference?  Active faith is the difference.  Active faith is consciously aware that my most substantial self is in union with His substance in me.  Living life without this kind of faith means that I can go through all the right motions, but the results remain weak and ineffectual. For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision carries any weight--the only thing that matters is faith working through love. Galatians 5:6 (NET) The faith which you have, have as your own conviction before God. Happy is he who does not condemn himself in what he approves.  But he who doubts is condemned if he eats, because his eating is not from faith; and whatever is not from faith is sin.  Romans 14:22-23 (NASB)

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All is Only Good

For a long time I was afraid to explore my beliefs because I wasn't sure how many of them were my own.  My heart asked me to step outside of a box but I didn't trust Christ as me enough to follow.  I was scared to go alone and no one else seemed to have the same nagging questions as the ones my heart posed. How could they?  Union with Christ forms an eternal monogamy and no one else can go to the inner chamber where Christ as me takes me.  He forms a unique expression in me and that means we walk alone... together.  Each person's journey is an emergence into their true selves.  For this reason, relationship with Christ is personal beyond degree. Eventually, the familiar was denied stimulation and I was nudged away.  With the distance came daring.  I had to give myself permission to be potentially different from those I loved. Fear told me that if I were different I would no longer be liked.  I would not fit in.  It could be dangerous.  What if God authored a different translation in me than He authored in those around me? What if my differences caused friction?  What if I no longer fit the mold of who others perceived me to be?  What would it cost me and what would it cost those who had relied on me?  Fear used these taunting questions to keep me in a comfort zone...until faith removed the comfort and ushered me into the great unknown. I'm here now, walking in the dark with the Holy Spirit.  I "go silent" often.  I release uncertainty, loneliness, and isolation often.  I let go when I feel deprived of old identities, familiarities, and liberties...I let go often.  But I am abandoned to the belief that I am His to orchestrate - His way, for His reasons.  I don't know why one has to leave the nest while others get to stay. But I know this...His love for me is the cause of His action.  He has my best interest at heart.  He does it for me, not against me.  I have not been uprooted because of corruption but rather in-corruption. In trust of union I'm giving up the mistaken tones of distrust and despair - not only towards God, but toward myself and others.  In Him all is only good.

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