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Those who think they can do it on their own end up obsessed with measuring their own moral muscle but never get around to exercising it in real life. Those who trust God’s action in them find that God’s Spirit is in them— obsession with self in these matters is a dead end; attention to God leads us out into the open, into a spacious, free life. Romans 8:5-6 (TMB)

When I start thinking it’s up to me to make something happen I get obsessed with measuring my own moral muscle.  I am now repeatedly instructed to trust His action within me.  Without a doubt, obsession with self in these matters has proven to be a dead end. I am learning to rest by letting go of the fixation of trying to figure out what’s going on and the compulsion to try to keep things in “balance.”  Christ is balancing the scales of my life as I watch without judgment.  There is an ease of movement found within grace and it is thereby that I am led into the wide open spaces of free living.  I wait and expect his movement in me to be fully recognizable.  I see Him even as He moves through others.  Am I frustrated?  Yes.  Do I feel destroyed?  Yes.  Does it hurt?  Yes.  But do I trust Him?  YES!  Yes, I do.

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  1. Michael

    “Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him.” – Job 13:15

    This has been my motto for many years now. Easy? Not necessarily. Worth doing? Very much so! My life is His and he can take it to the death of the grave if he so chooses. Or to the highest highs of “free living”. Anywhere in between. In any case I love Him. And I know He loves me…therefore I trust.

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